Everything's Gonna Be Alright.

This week has been a roller-coaster. Monday was one of the worst days I have ever had to deal with - emotionally, mentally, physically. Felt raging storms around me and I am like a ship caught in a middle of a terrible storm, not knowing where I am heading and allowing the storm to toss me around like a toy.

This week has made me into someone I am not. Someone I thought I can be. Only to realise I can't.

And then, today came. And I learnt this.

I am who I am. I ask questions that may possibly get me into trouble. Friends tell me not to say this, not to do that, because it will only put me in a negative light. It will only place me in an unfavourable position, especially during this time. And yes, so I tried. I tried to shut up, I tried to not ask, I tried to ignore the nagging thoughts I have inside.

And I can't. I can't do this. Simply because what we have is way too honest for me to be dishonest.

And for the life of me, I will never let that happen. Not again.

Lina will stay true to her heart and to who she is, deep down inside, perfect in all her imperfections. Taking one step at a time, in faith and in trust.

So yes. Today is a good finish to my week. I am at peace.

Interestingly enough, I received the below two songs at the start & end of my week.

Monday:  Bob Marley - No Woman No Cry
Friday:    Bob Marley - Three Little Birds

Both echoed the same message. Everything is going to be alright.
Amen & amen.