Today, I swore for my 1st time in a really, really long time. More precisely, I made a vulgar hand gesture – directing at my boss. Haven’t been THAT mad for years, and this is the 1st time in my entire life that I was literally boiling with rage!

I believe she is aware of my anger over the phone this afternoon. If that woman actually came in today, I think I probably would have hit my breaking point and fire at her. Verbally.

It really irritates and annoys me when people shrink their responsibilities and instead of admitting their own mistakes, they make personal attacks at others around them, blaming the whole world and making vague statements about the situation. If you can’t contribute and give constructive comments or feedback to solve the problem, then please keep quiet and stop pretending that you know what is going on. I am really indignant when I know that I have done my absolute best and yet, instead of admitting your own failures, you blame it on someone else who wasn’t even qualified to do what you are supposed to do.

No one is perfect I know. I am not perfect too, but at the very least, I apologise when I made my mistakes and mean it when I say “Sorry” for my failures or flaws. And I will strive to be better the next time round.

To be in self-denial will always cause you to go around in cycles, never solving the root problem and always giving yourself nothing but misery and pain.

For the world of me, I wonder – Why would anyone do that?

Face your mistakes. Admit your failures. Learn from it.

And move on.