Thanksgiving 2010.

Celebrated my first Thanksgiving on Thursday and it’s been absolutely incredible. And here’s why.

1. Lunch was spent with G. at Clarke Quay, overlooking the river, and just enjoying a really leisurely afternoon together (I almost forgot it was a work day!).
2. Dinner was with a bunch of American friends at Botak Jones. We had turkey, chicken, mashed potatoes, pumpkin pies, whiskey and a whole lot of laughter. Sharing in the spirit and tradition of Thanksgiving does pretty amazing therapy to me. 
3. The most unexpected situation happened on Thanksgiving night (a situation I have been wanting to happen for the longest time, but it never did). And on Thanksgiving night, it happened. Unbelievable.
4. My late night conversation with R. made me realised something. About myself, about human emotions and the human heart. About connection and the ties that held one to another. About God and how He really never does leave me unnoticed. I am not forgotten.

B. asked at Thanksgiving dinner, “So what are we thankful for this year?”

My answer. Life. Grace. Love. Especially Grace.

I always believe that everything happens for a reason. Certain events took place (and on Thanksgiving too, of all days!) and my heart knows that God has orchestrated everything to happen in this day alone.

This is not a coincidence. This is a divine appointment.

And I have only two things to tell you, which I am holding them in until I see you. In person.

Post-Thanksgiving morning, I heard this song “Stars” by The Cranberries. Certain lyrics pop out at me like snippets of revelation.

Post-Thanksgiving afternoon, I stumbled upon this line written at the back of my director’s jacket, “No More Dramas”.

Coincidence? I really don’t think so.

Lina is starting out again. From ground zero. Except this time round, I want to kiss you and let you know that everything really is going to be okay. Really really.

Trust me with your heart and I will protect it with my life. I promise.

"Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength while loving someone deeply gives you courage."